Self Discovery Journaling Day 5: A Scene From Your Future

Self Discovery Journaling Day 5

What is it that you can’t stop thinking or dreaming about?

What are you most looking forward to experiencing in your future?

For today’s journaling session, you’re invited đź’Ś  to tune into a moment in your future and write all about it.

This session is going to be alot of fun. If your beliefs don’t match your vision, there’s also a little alchemy exercise at the end to help you shift what’s blocking you. Happy Journaling! đź““  Follow me to view the journaling guidelines.

The Missing Piece That May Soothe Your Perfectionism

Perfectionism

Very seldom are our mistakes, hiccups, and detours off the traditional path celebrated.

As we go through life and experience the backlash of not getting it right, I think it does something to us. It has us believe that if we mess up, fall, or if we are not up to par, then we are unwanted, unloved, and unworthy. That belief, then has us get into a “perfectionist” mindset. Here’s the piece that I believe may soothe that perfectionism.

What To Do If You Haven’t Found Your Passion

If you are anything like me, a lot of things interest you.

You feel like your mind is running in a million different directions, and your passion may not be as clearly defined as some of the other people that you are comparing yourself to.

You may have a seemingly non-related list of passions that you can’t seem to marry.

For example you may like soap making, decoding dreams, gardening, collecting rocks, and sculpting.

Your list of things you love may excite you, but you can’t figure out how to fit them all into to this structure based society.

Not being able to pin down your passion and put it into a category may leave you feeling ashamed, irresponsible, and disappointed in yourself.

If you’ve been feeling anything close to that, this post is for you.

I came across some information today that I knew I had to share.

In the video below, Elizabeth Gilbert, author of the Eat Pray Love phenomenon, gives some profound advice on following your passion.

So if you feel like you’ve gotten it wrong or like you are a step behind because you haven’t clearly discovered your passion – the video below is for you.

Enjoy!

Be sure to stop back and let me know what you think.

Thanks for reading!

Renee B.

Intuitive Guide

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Connect With Your Core

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Get to it, to the core, to the heart of you.

What’s there, longing to be brought forth?

Step into the silence that surrounds you in these moments, the bliss of these words, the purity of a heart at peace. Step into it.

Why are you so afraid to reside here?

Do you not feel worthy enough to let go of the past?

To give yourself another chance?

To love yourself again?

Whenever you are unsure, go to your core, and feel at peace with where you are and with who you are.

Allow yourself to meet the moment.

Indulge in it. 

It’s being offered to you right now.

What stops you from frequenting this place of peace?

From finding relief from the thoughts that plague you?

Perhaps you don’t know that underneath it all – you are alright.

Now you know.

Underneath all the drama – you are alright.

You are your true self.

You are whole.

The distractions are a veil, but underneath that veil is the real you at peace, in love, on fire, in tune, open, receptive, and worthy of being seen.

Discover that part of your being.

It is with you forever.

{Some thoughts from the new book I’m writing: Soul Guidance – Finding Your Way Home}

Thanks for reading!

Renee B

Intuitive Guide & Inner Work Specialist 

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How Do I Get This Ocean Outside Of Me?

For the past couple of days, something has felt off inside of me.

I have been so emotional.

The tears that I have cried over the past couple of days have been tears of sadness, accompanied with thoughts like: Who am I? Why am I here? What was I really made for? And why is the current way I am expressing myself, causing me to feel tension inside?

Yesterday night, after I settled down from the tears, I received a vision.

I was in the ocean surfing some beautiful waves. My logical mind wanted to disrupt the vision because riding big waves is impossible for me. For one, I am terrified of being in the middle of the ocean and for two, I can’t swim.

I trusted the vision however, and sat with the energy for a few minutes after it was done. I felt great after the vision and thought, wow that was wonderful – now only if I could do that in real life.

I got up this morning with the intention of just taking it easy. I was going to just let the day flow and just take whatever came my way. I didn’t want to get too much in the mind or pay too much attention to anything today. I just kind of wanted it to be an easy day.

Throughout the day, as I was on some social media sites I felt very emotional again, but this time I wasn’t crying tears of sadness. They were tears of joy, and they seemed to come forward for the littlest things.

Several quotes made me cry this morning.

Several pictures that I looked at made me cry.

Just seeing people in their natural states of being made me cry.

It was very weird to say the least, but I trusted that the New tears were a part of the process.

Out of nowhere I was drawn to this video where Kate Northrup (author and truth seeker) was interviewing Meggan Watterson (author and self proclaimed spiritual misfit) on Glimpse TV.

Meggan said something so profound, and it summed up the feelings that I have been feeling during this spiritual journey.

On my spiritual journey I have felt this feeling inside that I could not define until I heard Meggan say, how do I get this ocean outside of me?

The lightbulb went off, and I said, yes that’s it!

That is what I was feeling.

That is the tension inside that I didn’t know how to express, and she had summed it up perfectly.

It’s so true. You start out on this road knowing there is so much inside, but for some reason it seems too powerful to express.

Perhaps you were told to keep quiet in the past, or maybe your sensitivity, power, and presence were not appreciated throughout your life, or maybe you hold back out of fear that if you open your heart again, someone will take your best work (your heart, your love, and your sentiments), and stomp on them.

You’ve been heartbroken in the past, and you don’t trust opening your heart again or sharing yourself freely with others. I found a quote this morning that helps remedy those feelings.

Let your heart crumble into an infinite amount of tiny, precious seeds. Then plant love everywhere you go. InstagramView On Instagram

All of the above are reasons why I haven’t allowed the ocean of love, knowledge, and compassion to flow forth from me freely. The uneasiness that I feel is that ocean inside saying, it’s time to let go, it’s time to trust, it’s time to link with your real flow, but I keep denying its powerful presence into my life.

So the vision of the waves that I received from this morning showed me that I was getting ready to finally link with information that could help me move forward in a powerful way.

It is a beautiful feeling to see that your soul and your intuition are guiding you to the information that you need to hear.

So I am on a quest now to find out – how do I get this ocean outside of me?

I have done a pretty good job by releasing some of my heart and soul into different areas (my books, my Writing Heart on Tumblr, my Instagram site, my Pinterest boards, my Soul Guidance site, etc), but I feel there is something more – something bigger, that is trying to be expressed – something profound.

I can feel it trying to break through, but I still have these walls up, and it’s having a difficult time getting in.

I realized today that now is the time to surrender to the wave, to the flow, to life, and to trust that what is coming is beautiful and will reconcile these mixed feelings and heal alot of hearts.

It’s time to surrender and really openheartedly trust the flow of life without fear, without apprehension, and without apologies.

Thank you so much for reading!

Renee B.

Intuitive Guide & Inner Work Specialist

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Message From Ray (The Spirit Guides) – Embrace More Of Your True Self

We are most appreciative of the opportunity to speak with you at this time. We are here as lovers of life, beings of light, the do-gooders if you will.

We are here to show you that you have access to infinite resources.

There is no need for you to be stuck, feel unloved, unworthy, or unappreciated.

Because your higher self knows your true worth, your true nature, and your true beingness.

You deny it at times, but we are here to say, that it is time for you to access more of your true nature, more of your beingness, more of your true spirit without fear.

You see, a lot of you have rejected the self. You’ve been taught to believe that some of the traits that you have, are not worthy of being seen.

If you are a sensitive being, that part of you is not being shown because you have been taught to deny that part of yourself.

It’s not okay to cry. It’s not okay to show your emotion. It’s not okay to feel deeply. Toughen up – is what you’ve been told.

We are here to say, do not deny these very special parts of yourself dear.

Some of you have been told you are too loud, too boisterous, and/or too confident in yourself. So you close up, and don’t show those parts of yourself dear.

We are here to say, for those of you who have felt that confidence before, that knowing, and have been told to somehow repress that – you have been told the wrong information.

We are here to say, those qualities that come naturally to you are a part of your being. You cannot get rid of them. You cannot kill them off. They are a part of you for a reason.

If you are sensitive. You are meant to be sensitive. You are meant to understand and value the emotional background that you have. You are meant to understand the emotions in a beautiful way – so that you can learn how to get a handle on those emotions that may be out of balance.

Every trait that you have that comes naturally to you, is of value dear. So don’t deny yourself.

We are here to say, now is the time for you to embrace your fullness. Your confidence, your qualities, your gifts, your abilities. It is time for you to embrace them and stop apologizing for who you are.

The most important thing that we want you to know is that you have a right to be here. You have a right to create and to express. You have a right to voice your opinion about your life. You have a right to live. You have a right to be.

You were born for those specific purposes. So that you can contribute here, during this time, to this life dear.

Your preferences, your dreams, your concepts, and ideas – they all matter.

Sometimes we have to try to convince you that what you have inside matters. It matters to the world. It matters to those around you. It matters dear.

We see some of you holding back and closing your heart. Not sharing your true self because you are afraid that someone will not like you.

Maybe they won’t like what you say, they won’t understand you, but you are here to be true to your self dear.

Your soul is here to express itself through you. In any way. In any form. Your soul is love. Your soul is balanced. Your soul is compassionate. It’s alive, it’s breathing, it’s enjoying life, and that energy is here to express itself through you.

That is your soul’s greatest desire – to express itself through you. 

In other words, you are the being that it came here to be.

Your soul right now is aware of you, and your soul has depth, range, variety, and treasures for you to discover.

It is calling you towards more of yourself. It has things for you to feel, more for you to become, more for you to experience, and you shy away from your potential because of the beliefs that you hold onto. Because you may not yet be ready to step into your new life.

Only you have the power to say, “I’m ready”.

You are freer than you think you are.

We are here to convince you of your worthiness, but it is ultimately up to you to pull back the layers of shame, guilt, and lies that you’ve been told about yourself so that you can see your true beingness and radiate that.

All we can do is stand in your light and radiate to you what you are – strongly. Hoping that you will get a glimpse of how precious, valuable, and good you are.

We are here to say, we love to meet with you.

We are here, as we said, as beings of light. It is our expectation that everyone on the planet will experience there true selves.

Once you get a whiff of what you are, what you’re made of, and what creator you come from – you will never want to go back to a life of lies, of degradation, and of feeling unworthy because you will know who and what you truly are.

We are willing to point you in the direction of it, but you must accept it for yourself dear. You must know that you too, are beings of light, love, and of compassion. You are here to share your soul, your depth, your range, your variety, your artistry with this world – unapologetically.

That is our message that we have for you today dear, blessing be to you – dear one.

Ray

Message translated by Renee

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this.

It’s so true that we need to embrace more of our true selves. Sometimes we let so many things block us from embracing that confidence, love, and vibrance, but like Ray says, it’s up to you to say I’m ready!

Try it today. Take little steps towards being more confident, showing yourself self-love, and appreciating your total nature, and all the beautiful traits that you have that come along with it.

FOLLOW ME HERE TO WORK WITH RAY (THE SPIRIT GUIDES)

I promise you, if you have ever doubted yourself, felt unworthy, or unappreciated – working with my guides will help you get right back into the flow of love, worthiness, and adoration for the self and the life that you came here to live.

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Soul Guidance – Evolution Through Dreamwork

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There are many things that help guide us through life

One of the ways that I receive my guidance is through my dreams.

It is so interesting to see aspects of yourself change in your dreams as you work to change your habits and thoughts in your real life.

For example, through working with my dreams, I have discovered that my grandmother (the guardian who raised me), has had a major influence on my life. My grandmother was very strict, she didn’t allow me to express, and she was a very strong (emotionless – in some ways) woman.

Anytime I go to express myself or show my emotions in real life, that aspect of me comes up and stifles that expression. I learned through working on my dreams that, that kind of tough feminine aspect hinders my creativity from expressing fully.

If you were taught to never show your emotions, never cry, never say I love you, or give hugs – etc, when you go to share something as intimate as your creativity with the world, that strict and restrictive upbringing plays a huge role in holding you back.

I no longer blame my grandmother for that aspect of myself

Yes, she influenced it, and how I was raised influenced me to deny my feminine qualities. However, I am of age and fully capable of understanding how it affected me, and I can change it.

So when I go through my day to day life, I recognize when I am experiencing that “grandmother” part of me. I can feel it. So I change it. I tell myself a different story. I empower myself to think differently, and the real magic happens when you see that aspect of yourself evolve in your dreams.

I had a dream one time that my grandmother came up to me, put her arms around me, and told me she was proud of me. She also mentioned (in the dream) that she was excited for all of the possibilities that my life had to offer.

Seeing that transformation in her in my dreams linked directly to me changing my attitude about myself and my life. My grandmother rarely did such a thing when she was living. But as I changed some of that strict patterning within myself – it showed as my grandmother more accepting of me, my femininity, my possibilities, and my dreams.

It’s truly remarkable to work with your dreams. What higher guidance can you receive other than that coming from your higher self?

Another aspect that I am working on sorting out is the “God Father” aspect of myself

My “God Father” in my dreams usually shows up as this middle aged Italian man, with lots of money, and I have in the past – avoided him at all costs in my dreams.

That “God Father” aspect is one that I have struggled with because I believe on some level that money is the root to all evil, and that in order to get the kind of success that I want – I need to do illegal things. That is the perception (through my life experience), that I picked up.

The “God Father” aspect is one that is needed in your life. God the father – the male aspect of myself responsible for supplying my needs, protecting me, and providing what I need to make it comfortably through life.

Through out the years that part of me has shown up as many different men in my dreams, but he always has that “don” or “God Father” type energy in the dream. He wears different faces, but I can tell that the male figure has the same essence each time.

Just recently however, in one of my dreams – I actually went to visit my God Father!

What a transformation

As I accept that I come from a large, dominant, wealthy family (spiritually), I change that aspect of myself. I saw the change in my dream the other night.

I am more accepting of the flow of abundance, receiving help, and the male aspect of my personality. So it actually showed me welcoming an interaction between my God Father and I, in the dream. Guess what? He asked me if I needed any money, and was going to write me a $50,000 check.

Try it

Take one of the characters that shows up in your dreams frequently and write down your description of them. Then ask yourself, where are you acting like that in your life? Or in what ways may that type of personality affect your real waking life? As you work to change that aspect, you will see that same character or another character with the same essence show up in your dreams to show the changes that you have made.

It’s very intriguing.

I hope you start to work with your dreams as a way to peel back your layers. Peeling back the layers helps expose the true you.

Thank you for reading!

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